Wednesday, May 31, 2006 @ 2:02 AM
I wanted to sleep, but I realised I couldn't leave without sharing my blessings today. I shall not leave until I've shared how God walked through this day with me.
Today, was a seriously hot, and tiring day. Had remedial from 8 am to 3 pm. Crazy. It's supposed to be holidays. Anyways, today was great. First lesson was English lesson, and I had Oral today. I remembered when I was reading the passage, as in when I practising reading the passage, I stumbled upon a lot of words. I was in panic. What if I can't do well for this? Then, I started to panic again. Oh gosh, I totally suck at picture description, and what on earth is she going to ask me for the conversation?!
And it was like, so fast, it was my turn.
Actually, I wasn't very nervous. Don't ask me why. I'm not sure either. After all those moments of worries and fears, I wasn't nervous at all. Ah. So it must have been God. And then, I read the passage so fluently Mrs Tey said my reading was a Band 1 material. And during the picture description and conversation, she kept nodding, pretty satisfied, and said I was a good speaker, and I did not bad.
Woah. Thank God.
And well, everyone know how bad my physics was, don't ya? Everyone in my class knows that, because I always score last in physics. Otherwise second last. And today, Mdm Ee was teaching about magnets, and she posted a question for the class to solve. A few tried to solve it, but they didn't get it right. But somehow, I knew the answer and I was quite confident of it, so I answered. And she was pretty amazed I got it right. She said, " There you go, she got it right." Everyone in class applauded.
Let me tell you- this is God for sure. If it's me alone- I'll probably be like, staring at the screen, thinking about nothing. And most importantly, for the first time in my life-
SOMEONE ACTUALLY SAID I'VE GOT COMMON SENSE!!! xD
Okay, not really, but well, it's Mdm Ee. She said that question was a common sense question.
Anyway. Something happened, shall not mention what, but it made me realise how much pride we could have in ourselves. To be used by God, we have got to be humble, and lay down our pride to God. Oh, it may seem like another, "Yushan-trying-to-be-cheem-and-wise" sentence, but hey, it's got its deep meaning in it. Oh well, I'm lazy to explain. You guys shall figure it out yourselves.
By the way- today's devotional, actually yesterday's, was great! No place for devil.
Are you filling your time with the Spirit? Allow NO PLACE FOR DEVIL.